Clarity

For the first time in about a year I feel as though I know where I want to take my life, where I want to go, and what I want to do. It’s a very strange feeling. I’d been living in a cloud for such a long time. There was such confusion, so many deaths, so much frustration. Today I woke up and for the first time in a very long time I looked up and saw the sky, not the dark cloud usually hanging over my head. Weird. I hope I don’t lose sight of it.

For all of you who know me personally, this does not mean that I am happy. I would hate to disappoint all of you by becoming a happy person. I still wear my melancholy like a warm blanket, or an Oxford sweater.

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